This song never really existed before this project; it was a riff combined with a few different pieces of writing that I felt necessary to add to Maelstrom to give a little more variance in material.
lyrics
It's hard to walk a straight line with this weight upon my back
A crime against you to forget it just like that
And I carried your name upon my sleeve for so long
All I want to know is; is what I'm doing wrong?
I make the choices that I hate
I hate the choices that I make
Am I fool to carry you through a life I owe?
Or is it feeding revenge; another lifetime stole?
If there's a God then he can give me a sign
If there's an end it will come in due time.
I make the choices that I hate
I hate the choices that I make
I have nothing to remember you by
Except the fact I am the reason
I have nothing to remember you by
Except the fact that I am here
I make the choices that I hate
I hate the choices that I make
credits
from Maelstrom,
released October 9, 2013
Written, performed and recorded by Adam "Psyniac" White 2014
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